Return To 1990

Chapter 640

Lu Feng parked his car on the side of the road and walked towards the alley. The barking of dogs in the distance came from time to time. The lights of the surrounding houses were turned off, and only the directional lights of his own home were bright.

Back home, I saw Aunt Liu still sitting there. I didn't seem to feel Lu Feng coming back.

"Go to bed when you're sleepy." Lu Feng looked at her and said, "I didn't say it all. I don't have to leave food when I come back late. You can rest early."

Aunt Liu was surprised. She raised her head and looked at Lu Feng in a panic. She asked, "President Lu, when did you come back?"

"I just entered the door. Did you sit here and fall asleep?" Lu Feng cried and laughed. "Go back to the house and have a rest."

"Oh!" she stood up and looked quite unnatural. She looked back at Lu Feng frequently, as if she had something to say.

Lu Feng also felt that she was different. He couldn't help asking, "what's the matter with you? Do you have something to say to me? Aunt Liu, I think there's something bad at home and feel wronged. Just say, although you're a nanny, in my eyes with Xiaoyan, you're an elder. Don't be too angry."

"No, it's good." Aunt Liu took a deep breath and said, "that... Jiang is not there. She's out."

"Ah? Out?" Lu Feng was a little unresponsive and wondered, "what are you doing out at night?"

"I don't know. I left with Mr. Zhang, so you don't have to worry and have a rest early." Aunt Liu didn't dare to stay any longer for fear that Lu Feng would see something. She just said that she was tired and went back to the house to have a rest.

Lu Feng went to Duoduo's room and saw that she was still sleeping. She went to the bedroom again. The quilt was messy and sat on the bed with question marks all over her head.

"Why is Zhang Fengxia crazy? Why are you pulling out a pregnant woman at night?"

Lu Feng wanted to contact, but Zhang Fengxia didn't have a pager or a cell phone. She couldn't get in touch at all. In addition, they were so grown-ups that nothing could happen.

The phone rang at home. Lu Feng picked it up and said, "who?"

"It's me, Fengxia. You just came home?" Zhang Fengxia asked.

"Just entered the house, where did you turn my daughter-in-law? In the middle of the night." Lu Feng wondered, "she is pregnant."

"I know. I was chatting today and suddenly talked about living in a hotel. I drove her out to eat, walked around the night market and now I live in a hotel." Zhang Fengxia said very easily.

"Stay in a hotel?" Lu Feng said in silence, "what is this and what?"

"Oh, you don't understand. Two women are crazy together. By the way, take a leave with you. I won't go to work tomorrow. I have to have fun for a few days tonight." Zhang Fengxia said firmly, and her tone was full of non-negotiable.

"Ask for leave?"

Lu Feng thought she was abnormal. In the past two years, she has been conscientious. It is impossible to ask for leave directly because she was happy to go out.

However, Lu Feng had no choice but to say, "OK, don't take her to drink. Come back tomorrow."

"Don't worry about it. We're called sisters' late night travel plan. When a woman doesn't go home, you remember to send a lot to school. Don't worry. I won't drink. I'm still measured. In this way, hang up. By the way, don't call. This is the roadside telephone booth." Zhang Fengxia said that she didn't give Lu Feng a chance to speak and hung up directly.

At the nurse's desk, Zhang Fengxia paid the telephone bill. She still held Jiang Xiaoyan's hand, turned her head and looked at her and said, "I called him. Now he doesn't know anything. Don't worry."

Jiang Xiaoyan walked into the ward as if she had lost her soul. Half lying on the hospital bed, she said to herself, "I have nothing, really nothing."

"It's just a child. You're looking for life and death?" Zhang Fengxia sighed. "You haven't lost anything. You're still you."

Jiang Xiaoyan looked at her and said, "I can't live. How can I live?"

"Why can't you live? It's not a thousand people's accusations, let alone your fault. Why do you torture yourself like this?" Zhang Fengxia grabbed her hand and said, "no one said you must have children. Don't be so hard on yourself. This is just a bad node in life."

Jiang Xiaoyan can't listen to anything at the moment. She doesn't dare to go where to face Lu Feng's parents, and she doesn't dare to think about everything to face when she returns to her hometown.

That's hell!

"I told him that when we came out to play, you should take care of yourself. When we got back, it was a new day. I still knew him very well. He would only love you." Zhang Fengxia held Jiang Xiaoyan's hand tightly and asked, "don't do anything stupid, you know?"

Jiang Xiaoyan never spoke. She couldn't get through the barrier in her heart. She once had a higher self-confidence than zhumurama peak. In an instant, there was no residue left.

Zhang Fengxia said a lot in her ear and told her that this is a new era. She can't live in the old ideas of the past. Women can't have children. Marriage should have love, not children.

"You say a word, what do you think? Tell me, spit out the words in your stomach, will you?" Zhang Fengxia even begged in her voice.

Tears ran down the corners of her eyes. Jiang Xiaoyan licked her dry lips and finally opened her mouth.

"In fact, I should be very happy. From the moment he didn't hit me, I should be very happy. At that time, my biggest extravagance was that he was like a person. What U.S. and DINK you told me were too far away from me."

"I live in that village. I wish I had lived in that town all the time and never met him. You don't have to tell me the big truth. I understand it, but I don't have a child. What can I deserve him?"

Jiang Xiaoyan was already crying, looked at Zhang Fengxia and said, "do I deserve him? What do I do every day? Wash clothes, cook and clean? Aunt Liu can do all those things. When he has money, I'm afraid. I'm really afraid. I feel like he stands in front of me like a giant."

"I asked him not to be big again more than once. Am I selfish? For a while, we didn't even say anything. He was busy with the company, and I didn't understand. In front of him, I looked like a fool, so I opened a cosmetics factory."

"I feel that we are getting farther and farther away. He... He is very good. He is really good. He is so good that the person I once feared can bully him, pinch him, make trouble with him, and make trouble without reason..."

"I admit that I have low self-esteem and feel like a waste, but I can't feel at ease. I'm afraid of losing every day, but I can't find the direction of life. My only sustenance is to have a child."

"I can tell myself that I am the child's mother and he is the child's father. This is our relationship, and I can say in front of his parents, no matter how rich your son is, your grandson is born to me."

"Now that the child is gone, I have become a hen who can't lay eggs. What can I do except die? Wait for others to humiliate me? Talk about me behind my back? Or let him continue to give alms. Like a beggar, I wait for him to come home and talk to me and ask him to love me more?"

As she spoke, Jiang Xiaoyan sobbed and cried. No one knew how she spent the past few years. She was a little woman. Her biggest wish was to keep her family and live a simple little life. She never dreamed of everything today.

Zhang Fengxia had always felt that Jiang Xiaoyan was the happiest woman in the world. She didn't expect so much bitterness. She sighed and said, "then you can't die. Isn't it stupid? Once you die, you can't tell who's cheap."

Jiang Xiaoyan stopped talking. She didn't dare to think about how to face Lu Feng, let alone how to face Lu Feng's parents. Even if her mother-in-law didn't say anything, her heart was extremely fragile. Her mother-in-law's inadvertent look could be a sharp sword for her.

The window was sealed and the door lock was locked. Zhang Fengxia squeezed a bed with her, whispered to comfort her, and repeatedly told her not to be confused. They fell asleep.

The next day, it was an ordinary day. The sun still rose in the East and set in the West. It didn't care what happened to these creatures on the earth. It was hot but cold as ice.

Huang Youwei poked the matter up. That night, an investigation team was set up in the province. Early this morning, a meeting was held.

In the conference room, there were seven or eight people sitting. The leader was estimated to be in his sixties. Wearing a pair of reading glasses, he looked through the information in front of him.

"The evidence is abundant. The design personnel are so extensive that I'm afraid it will cause a big earthquake among the local cadres." he put down his data and asked Huang Youwei, "where did these things come from?"

"Someone left it at the door of my office," replied Huang Youwei.

"Such complete evidence should be internal struggle. We should report our own people. Secretary Huang, now we have two options. One is that we should regulate all the personnel involved, but doing so will make people panic and a large number of posts will be vacant. The meaning of the province is not to have a big shock. The second is to regulate some major elements first , for example, if Di Mingde and Ma Juntao are involved in bribery and other crimes, Hao Zhihai, Hao Zhipeng and Ba Ge will be arrested first, and the rest will be promoted in the city. "

"OK, I agree!" Huang Youwei nodded and agreed, "then these people will all be handed over to the province?"

"It must be in the province. Such a big case should become a typical case this year. We had a meeting last night. What the province meant was to serve as a warning and take people away at the meeting for others to see."

Huang Youwei nodded slightly and said, "it's very good and educational. The recent atmosphere is really not very good. I don't have to be busy in the province. This is also my dereliction of duty. I'll write a review book at that time."

"It doesn't matter to you to see the whole time span of crime, but the local anti-corruption must be responsible. Don't say this first. You order people to have a meeting, and we'll catch people and make a surprise trial!"

Huang Youwei stood up, went back to the office, picked up the phone and called Secretary Cui.

"Come to my office!"