Return To 1990

Chapter 646

Night, dead silence.

The dark night makes people feel a little afraid. The gentle moonlight can no longer touch its earth. It is as far away as how much love in the world can't be.

When Zhang Fengxia left, the five flavor bottle in her heart was completely overturned. Shame, shame and shame rushed into her heart for a moment. She felt wronged.

Driving with one hand and wiping tears with the other, she wants to help Jiang Xiaoyan. She really wants to pull this hard-working woman and loosen the shackles in her heart. Don't strangle herself.

She sympathized. She grew up in the rural environment and experienced domestic violence. Then Lu Feng rose and couldn't conceive a child. In fact, Zhang Fengxia wanted to tell Jiang Xiaoyan for a long time.

Don't live like a vine.

Always need to rely on others to move forward, always attached to Lu Feng. Once he left, he didn't know how to live, but she didn't say it.

She is an accessory of Lu Feng. Everything is dominated by Lu Feng. She needs to guard the home for him, have a child, and be a boy to inherit the family business. It seems to be her mission, like a vine wrapped around a big tree, hugging tightly.

Now she couldn't think for Jiang Xiaoyan. She didn't even know what to do tomorrow. She parked the car on the roadside and felt the pain from her body. She lay on the steering wheel and cried bitterly.

Zhang Fengxia is not a vine. She can admire a person, but she will never be an accessory of a person. She can like it, but she is never humble. Now she feels extremely humble. If Zhang Fengxia sees herself at this time for several years, she will definitely come up and slap herself in the face without hesitation.

There are still people in this world who can't let go?

Bullshit!

Whether men or women, in Zhang Fengxia's heart, people should live independently and independently, not for someone's constant accommodation and compromise.

"These years, enough, really enough!" Zhang Fengxia raised her head and wiped her tears and said to herself.

Jiang Xiaoyan went back to the house and sat by the bed without saying a word. Lu Feng lay on the bed and said, "untie my hands and feet."

Untie her hands and feet, Jiang Xiaoyan bowed her head and said, "my idea, child... I can't conceive when the child is gone. As a woman, I'm useless. I'm sorry for your old Lu family. I think you and Fengxia are very suitable. I want to cheat her. Let her conceive first, and then I'll die. I didn't expect it to be like this. Hit me!"

Lu Feng listened to what she said in her sobs. His chest was blocked badly. He couldn't imagine how much remorse Jiang Xiaoyan felt, so he came up with such a ridiculous thing.

"You beat me up!"

Lu Feng reached out and grabbed her wrist. Jiang Xiaoyan lowered her head and was ready to meet everything.

"Why do you torture yourself so much?" Lu Feng grabbed her wrist and asked, "the problem is not me. I never told you to have a child. The problem is in your heart. You can't stand the criticism of others and the eyes of life around you."

"I'm incompetent! Don't say anything. You didn't ask me to have a baby. You're pitying me, just like a patient." Jiang Xiaoyan looked up at Lu Feng and said, "beat me up and drive me out of the house."

"Why? I didn't... I really didn't." Lu Feng wanted to explain, and suddenly found that all his words were so pale. In her world, everything was what she thought and felt.

"You hit me!"

"Are you a man!!"

Jiang Xiaoyan suddenly raised her voice and shouted at Lu Feng; "Your mother can't give birth to children. She's an old hen who can't lay eggs. You're still so... So gentle. It's you. You've slapped your face in the face in the village and kicked out. Don't go out. You beat it!!"

Lu Feng looked at her hysterically and asked, "you want to find an excuse to go, don't you?"

Jiang Xiaoyan was like a deflated ball. She stood there for a while, turned her head and left the room. She shut herself in another room and didn't come out again.

Lu Feng dressed and knocked on the door several times, but she didn't answer.

It was already late at night. The lights at home were bright. Lu Feng sat alone in the living room smoking. There was a faint sound of thunder outside. Tonight was destined to be a sleepless night.

Jiang Xiaoyan originally wanted to give Lu Feng a good future. She knew that Zhang Fengxia liked him. They were well matched both in life and ability.

And yourself?

Nothing, even if Lu Feng now says it doesn't matter whether she has children or not. She has seen some couples without children in the village. They all walk away.

She thought she had arranged everything, but she didn't expect it to end like this.

Being locked in the house alone is hell for Jiang Xiaoyan. She wants to talk to someone and even cry, but the only one who can talk to her is Zhang Fengxia, but at this time she lost her only friend.

Pick up the phone in the house, Jiang Xiaoyan still called home.

"Who? In the middle of the night!" Song Xuemei asked.

"Mom, it's me!" Jiang Xiaoyan sobbed.

"What's the matter?"

Jiang Xiaoyan said it again. Song Xuemei is different from Jiang Xiaoyan. She has always had ideas. When she heard this, she made a quick decision and said, "divorce!"

"I... I can't bear to... Sobbing." Jiang Xiaoyan cried.

"What are you reluctant to give up? You live such a big life. The biggest failure is what bullshit feelings. That thing is worth a few money. I tell you, he can't slow down for a while. When he treats you like that, I tell you, you can't get a penny. Now hurry to ask for money, okay?" Song Xuemei scolded.

"I don't want money, mom, I'm so tired!"

"Don't cry. How can you live without money? I'm all for you. It's like you get the money and I rob it from you. Just listen to me. In this way, you come back first and our family together!" Song Xuemei ordered.

"What's the matter? What's this?" I heard Jiang Ergou asking on the phone.

"Xiaoyan had a miscarriage. If you talk about it, you can't even keep a child. You can buy and sell with a hammer and get more money. You're afraid that the Lu family will make trouble at that time." Song Xuemei turned her head and said.

"Noisy? His legs are discounted. Let Xiaoyan come back. The child is always suffering." Jiang Ergou ordered.

Jiang Xiaoyan listened to the murmur on the phone and was not in a better mood. Perhaps in this family, only Jiang Ergou can level the two girls' bowl of water.

Of course, if her two brothers are not included.

"You go home first!" Song Xuemei gave her an order.

"I went back to school more......"

"Why do you care so much? Take care of yourself first. It's not your child. All right, let your father pick you up at the airport tomorrow." Song Xuemei's words were not negotiable, so she hung up directly.

Zhang Fengxia is right. She is a vine. She needs a big tree to be her backbone all the time.

Until the morning, Lu Feng didn't fall asleep. He could cope with the changes in the business world, but he had no way to deal with her closed and complex heart.

In the morning, he sent Duoduo to school. Lu Feng bought breakfast and came back. As soon as she got home, she saw that she had packed a bag. Her eyes were red and she seemed to be leaving.

"Where are you going?" Lu Feng asked.

"I..."

"Let's separate. You can find a better one. As long as you like, you can find one 100 times stronger than me. I don't deserve you. You don't have to understand my heart. I understand the truth. If... If you feel that beating me in those two years has made you feel guilty, then the rich life in the past two years has filled up the previous ones, and we don't owe each other."

Jiang Xiaoyan said, her eyes red again.

"I don't deserve you. I stay by your side, I'm scared, I'm afraid, I think all the time, who am I, how do I face those people, which is torture for me. Their comments behind my back make me suffer. If you look at your parents in the new year, you can kill me!!!"

"Then don't go back for the new year." Lu Feng looked at her and said.

"Don't do this. The better you are, the more uncomfortable I will be. Why can I?" Jiang Xiaoyan carried the package on her back and said, "I want to go home. By the way, we didn't get a marriage certificate in those years. We don't need to divorce. We go our own way. Follow you more. You have money and she has a good future."

"That's all you've been thinking about all night?"

"Fengxia is very good. It suits you very well. I'm afraid I'm the stupidest woman in the world. I introduce people to my men, but I hope you are good. I look forward to you. I think as long as you live well, I'm happy when I die."

"You're not happy anymore. How the fuck am I happy? Your brain, oh, you're so... You really want to piss me off? Ah!!! Jiang Xiaoyan, do you want to piss me off? Do I die here on the spot? You don't make trouble. You're satisfied. I've told you so much. Don't you understand?"

"Ah!!"

"Do you have to go according to what you think in your mind? I told you. I don't care. If you are at ease, you just don't listen, that's what you think!"

Lu Feng uttered a foul word and smashed all his breakfast on the ground.

"Hit me!" said Jiang Xiaoyan.

Many people in the alley walked out of the gate to see what was going on. Seeing that it was Lu Feng and his wife arguing, uncle Hong stepped out and said in an elder's tone: "what's the noise? It's early in the morning!"

"It has nothing to do with you, get out!!" Lu Feng shouted.

Uncle Hong turned back and muttered, "don't worry about young people."

Jiang Xiaoyan didn't speak, but just stood there. She had already made a decision in her heart.

Lu Feng took a deep breath. Maybe he should give her some time and space. He said, "if you want to go back to your mother's house, go back. Stay for a while and talk to someone. Don't give yourself too much secular pressure. I'm not a secular person. I'll take you to the airport."

"I'll take a taxi myself!"

Jiang Xiaoyan said, stepped out of the gate and went out towards the entrance of the alley. There were already many people muttering in the alley.

"What's up, early in the morning."

"What's the noise? What's the matter with Lu Feng's family?"

"Jiang Xiaoyan's children are gone, and they have been expelled. Look how miserable it is!"